can't live Have you ever loved somebody, but they were in love with someone else. Then when they finaly realize they love you, it's too late for you two to be together. Well, this has happened to me. I keep trying to move on. The person was one in a million, the one. Well i thought they were, till they moved away. I haven't seen them for over 5 1/2 months, and i've moved on (i think). I need some body else to love, to take my mind off of them. But, i have a problem i can't find anyone else to love, like we loved eachother!! I know i should open up my view on people i might be able to love, but it's hard for me. I can't talk to anyone about this not even them, it's almost like my dark little secret.. that's killing me inside. I've tried to love other people but, i couldn't. I need to find somebody that'll sweep me off my feet, maybe that's why my "standards" are so high. Because i'm afraid to get hurt again. Nobody really knows any of this, but no one ever will.. i need them back, but it's just impossible. I need to find someone "new" even if it takes time for me to truly fall in love with them, i can wait. but not too much longer.

Have you ever loved somebody, but they were in love with someone else. Then when they finaly realize they love you, it's too late for you two to be together. Well, this has happened to me. I keep trying to move on. The person was one in a million, the one. Well i thought they were, till they moved away. I haven't seen them for over 5 1/2 months, and i've moved on (i think). I need some body else to love, to take my mind off of them. But, i have a problem i can't find anyone else to love, like we loved eachother!! I know i should open up my view on people i might be able to love, but it's hard for me. I can't talk to anyone about this not even them, it's almost like my dark little secret.. that's killing me inside. I've tried to love other people but, i couldn't. I need to find somebody that'll sweep me off my feet, maybe that's why my "standards" are so high. Because i'm afraid to get hurt again. Nobody really knows any of this, but no one ever will.. i need them back, but it's just impossible. I need to find someone "new" even if it takes time for me to truly fall in love with them, i can wait. but not too much longer.